oNecRzYmOfo
Age. 19
Gender. Male
Ethnicity. ethnic
Location armoville, Afghanistan
School.
» More info.

if u reely cared
den y is it
that the whole time
u never sed those three words to me
u sed "there's no such thing at this age"
but now
now u hav no trouble at all sayin it
u hav no problem sayin i love you to HIM
i tried to tell you
i wanted so badly to say that i loved you
but did u care?
no all you did was whine
about your phone bill
and i didnt have a choice but to let u go
just like that
without a fight
and went on vacation thinking
wondering about what had happened
n guess what?
i still cant figure it out
i cant figure out why
why i let myself believe
that for once i might be taken seriously
that for once id find someone
willing to stay
willing to try
willing to make sumthin happen
i was a fool
i fooled myself into thinking
that you reely cared
that you meant what you said
that you actually missed me
and even if you did
how much could you have felt for me
if all it took was some random guy
to turn you completely the other way
rite in front of me
and as much is tried not to see it
i couldnt deny
what was right in front of my face
and what sealed it
was that "hug"
that didnt have any feeling
that was more pain than comfort
that were the final words
in a fairy tale with an unhappy ending
we watched shrek that day
aint that funny? (no not reely)
i guess its like that
cept prince charming wins
and shrek just goes back to his swamp
defeated
wishing hed never rescued the princess
wishing that sumone else had done it
nd hed never met her
hed be perfectly content with the life he had
but as much as i wish that were true
that isnt the case
im here still wondering what i meant to you

if u reely cared
den why'd u completely fuck things up for me?
why'd u let me believe this crap?
all u had for me were empty words
nd i had all my love for you...