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pRofiLE oNecRzYmOfo Age. 19 Gender. Male Ethnicity. ethnic Location armoville, Afghanistan School. » More info. cAlEndAr
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if u reely cared den y is it that the whole time u never sed those three words to me u sed "there's no such thing at this age" but now now u hav no trouble at all sayin it u hav no problem sayin i love you to HIM i tried to tell you i wanted so badly to say that i loved you but did u care? no all you did was whine about your phone bill and i didnt have a choice but to let u go just like that without a fight and went on vacation thinking wondering about what had happened n guess what? i still cant figure it out i cant figure out why why i let myself believe that for once i might be taken seriously that for once id find someone willing to stay willing to try willing to make sumthin happen i was a fool i fooled myself into thinking that you reely cared that you meant what you said that you actually missed me and even if you did how much could you have felt for me if all it took was some random guy to turn you completely the other way rite in front of me and as much is tried not to see it i couldnt deny what was right in front of my face and what sealed it was that "hug" that didnt have any feeling that was more pain than comfort that were the final words in a fairy tale with an unhappy ending we watched shrek that day aint that funny? (no not reely) i guess its like that cept prince charming wins and shrek just goes back to his swamp defeated wishing hed never rescued the princess wishing that sumone else had done it nd hed never met her hed be perfectly content with the life he had but as much as i wish that were true that isnt the case im here still wondering what i meant to you if u reely cared den why'd u completely fuck things up for me? why'd u let me believe this crap? all u had for me were empty words nd i had all my love for you... chaturrbox | With You - Linkin Park 7/10/04 7:00 PM I woke up in a dream today To the cold and the static And I put my cold feet on the floor Forgot all about yesterday Remembering I’m pretending to be where I’m not anymore A little taste of hipocrisy And I’m left in the wake of the mistake Slow to react Even though you’re so close to me You’re still so distant And I can’t bring you back It’s true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you’re not with me I’m with you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes I hit you and you hit me back We fall to the floor The rest of the day stands still Fine line between this and that But when things go wrong I pretend that the past isn’t real I’m trapped in this memory And I’m left in the wake of the mistake Slow to react Even though you’re so close to me You’re still so distant And I can’t bring you back It’s true The way I feel Was promised by your face The sound of your voice Painted on my memories Even if you’re not with me I’m with you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes No, I won’t let you control my fate While I’m holding the wait of the world on my conscience No, I won’t just sit here and wait While you wear your options You’re making a fool of me No, you didn’t dare try to say that you don’t care And solemnly swear not to follow me there No, it ain’t like me to beg on my knees Oh, please, oh, baby, please That’s not how I’m doing things No, I’m not upset No, I’m not angry I know love is love, love Sometimes it pains me With or without you I’ll always be with you You’ll never forget me I’m keeping you with me No, I won’t let you take me to the end of my rope While you burn and torture my soul No, I’m not your puppet And, no, no, no, I won’t let you go No, no matter how far we’ve come I can’t wait to see tomorrow No matter how far we’ve come, I I can’t wait to see tomorrow With you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes With you You, now I see Keeping everything inside With You You, now I see Even when I close my eyes Comment! (1) | Recommend! this is to one... Wednesday. 7.7.04 10:31 pm dis goes to one person...u kno who u r im callin dis a poem...even doh it dun rhyme gewd but o well all i wanted to say was how much i cared but all u cared about was the phone bill but what du u think thoz long distance calls add up to but did u care? naw u were too blind to see it nd all i wanted to do was say three words dammit now dun tink itz jealosy talkin cuz dat aint wat it is itz more like da pain talkin of not knowin wut it was dat U felt nd havin to juss sit nd watch while u slipped away nd i hope that one day when u wanna say those 3 words that whoever it is ur talkin to juss tells u that ur wasting his time nd u cry a river nd it lingers so that it eats at you from the inside now im not sayin this juss to mean or cuz im angry i juss want u kno how much i cared nd guess what? i still do nd thats y i hafta say i love you.... Comment! (0) | Recommend! lifes boring... 7/6/04 11:07 PM hmm...lately lifes been reely drab, at least b4 i had sumthing to look forward to...something to strive for...but now life seems soooo pointless...neway today i came up with a new riff...i think ill try to work some lyrics around it but for right now i hafta fine tune it...datz bout all Comment! (1) | Recommend! |
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